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Sunday, August 07, 2005

Ms. Otomo called me and now my period 6 class is French, which I'm taking because she put me in Spanish 2 last year and I need the two consecutive years in the same world language and blah....

My back is peeling and now my ass is too. Hehe, peeling my ass.


Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Yesterday was Registration Day and it wasn't too bad. I showed up at about 2:30 because my mom took so long getting ready. I took crappy pictures of myself and put them on Myspace while I was waiting. I got my picture taken for my ID, and knowing how incredibly photogenic I am, you can guess the results. At least it looks better than my last year's picture. The most important thing is that I got my class schedule. Ms. Otomo had to change my classes around because the electives that I wanted were not available during the periods that I didn't have my honors classes, so I had to change my core class unless I wanted to take Team Sports, so I ended up with my last alternate choice for both my elective and my core class. Here's my schedule.

Period 1

US History

Period 2

Algebra 2

Period 3

English

Period 4

Health

Period 5

Chemistry

Period 6

Chorus

Period 7

Arts & Communications Core

So the big news, and the thing that I am looking forward to even more than August 24, is that my mom will be leaving me alone for 2 weeks from Sept. 1-15 while she is in California and I will be able to whatever I want. OMG, it's going to be the best 2 weeks of my life when I will be from her and I'll be able to go out. Of course it will be during school, but it will be awesome.

So in other news, on Sunday I was laying on my lanai on a chair, since I'm not allowed to go to the beach, desperately trying to tan, while wearing SPF 15, so I don't burn. I think it worked a little bit, at least on my front side, though it's hard to tell because I'm still coated in fake tan. The problem is, that I think that my sunscreen rubbed off while I was laying on my back before I turned over (it wasn't waterproof) because my whole backside got totally scorched. The worst part was my ass, because my bikini only covers half of my ass, and it hurt to sit on it or walk. It reminded me of this song by Busta Rhymes "Light Your Ass on Fire" because I felt like my ass was on fire and so was my back. I couldn't sleep because it hurt so much. Now I feel better, but my back keeps itching. I was awake from 3 am to 5 last night because my back was itching so much. I'm not peeling yet, but it's really weird. I hope when it wears off, that I don't have too many freckles.


Sunday, July 24, 2005

Life is crappy. My mom's a bitch. She was going to let me live with my dad but then she changed her mind. She's a bitch. Not much else to say. Nothing happens in my life. I look forward for school to start. Since I have nothing to write, I will paste in the short story that I wrote for Ms. Katahara's class. I know that Vanessa already read it. Keep in mind, it's FICTIONAL.

 

The Final Ride

 

 

I hated getting off the bus. Getting off the bus meant going home, and going meant seeing my mother. I didn’t see her much, in her free time she was usually sleeping barhopping or, but the time we did spend together was torture. My after school hours were spent waiting for the long-awaited time of 4:30, when she would go off to work at Kalei’s.

I finally trudged up the stairs to the tiny apartment, and not long after I had taken three steps into the living room, I was hit with a slap on my face.

“Jennifer!” my mom screeched, “I was busting my ass last night waiting tables so I can pay the rent, and you can’t mop the floor like I told you too! Come here, look at it!” and she pulled me by the wrist down to the floor. “It’s all covered with your hair and filth!”

I thought to myself, “The hair that you pulled out.” Apologetically I said, “I’m sorry, Mom. I didn’t have time after I finished my homework. I’ll do it right now.” Wiping away a tear, I added, “I got my report card toady, all “A’s”.”

“What do your grades have to do with the way that you constantly disobey me?”

I felt as if I had been dealt a blow. There was nothing I could do to respond, so I started to get the mop and bucket out of the closet. I should have expected that. I should have known that I couldn’t please her. A 4.0 GPA with all honors isn’t good enough for her. Even if I had mopped the floor, she would have still found something to punish me for.

 

The only person I could please was Logan. Logan worked at Hawaiian Interiors, delivering people’s furniture. Yes, perhaps he was too old for me, almost tens years so, but our love was genuine. He would come over after my mom left for work, and we would be able to get close. Logan was always careful not to get me pregnant; he didn’t want a baby and I certainly didn’t either. My favorite part of the whole day was after we had finished and Logan would say, “I love you, baby.” How those four simple words affected me so greatly. It would be as if my heart sprouted wings and flew into my head, filling my brain with its serum of jubilation. It was after that that I felt appreciated and venerated for the first time. But then he would have to leave, and I would have to return to my wretched life.

 

The next day was Saturday, a day I loathed because I didn’t get to leave home and go to school, just a longer period of suffering. Saturday was laundry day, a day of carrying heavy baskets of laundry down to the laundry room. It wasn’t too awful until I was coming back with last load of laundry from the dryer. When I was opening the door, I somehow lost hold of the laundry basket, and the sheets tumbled onto the linoleum.

“Look what you did, you clumsy pig!” my mom shouted. “You knocked my sheets—the sheets that I sleep on—onto the dirty floor!”

“But I just mopped the floor yesterday,” I reminded her.

“Don’t you talk back to me, brat!” my mom shrieked, and she grabbed me and spanked my butt rigorously. “Now go sit in your corner!” she commanded.

I sat in the corner trying to avoid sitting on my aching butt and cried. “Why is God punishing me?” I silently asked myself. “What have I done to deserve this? No, it wasn’t me; I’m just a victim of my own circumstances. I want to leave so badly! I wish I could live somewhere else!”

Then my mom started, “When you’re done with your self-pitying crying spiel, go and wash my sheets again, and this time, why don’t you make the effort to drop them on the floor like the lazy cow that you are.”

Without a word, I picked up the laundry basket and hobbled down to the laundry room, where luckily, no one was there to see me crying.

 

A couple weeks passed. I was lying in bed with Logan, lamenting to him my tribulations with my mother when he said almost out of the blue, “Why don’t you come with me to Mexico? Yeah, we could fly to California, and I could take you across the border, and we could get married because it’s legal down there, and no one could find you. What do you think?”

I was speechless. The idea was just so astonishing that I could hardly think. The idea of being free from my mother, and being able to be with Logan all the time was too much for my brain to compute. It was everything that I had fantasized about. Imagine that Logan loved me so much that he wanted to marry me and spend the rest of his life with me! I was ecstatic at the thought of my new life. “Logan, of course I’ll come with you and marry you! I love you so much!”

“And I love you, too.”

I melted into him in a state of bliss.

 

Two weeks later I left my house as I normally would in order to catch the bus, but this time my backpack was filled with my personal belongings. I didn’t have much, so I didn’t experience any trouble in my getaway. I passed by my mother, asleep after a long night of drinking, and didn’t speak a word to her, just as I normally wouldn’t. I waited on the curb for ten minutes before Logan pulled up in his battered old truck.

“Hey, Jennifer,” he said and greeted me with a kiss. “Won’t it be great when we get to California, and I get us a nice car?”

“Yeah, I’m so excited!” I proclaimed.

We soon arrived at the airport. We made our way through security without any trouble as I was traveling under a fake name with Logan posing as my uncle. When our flight boarded, we got onto the plane and took our seats. No one suspected a thing.

 

When we finally got off the plane I was so eager to start my new life. And Logan took me to Mexico, all right. I rode in the trunk of his new car, bound and gagged. He never did marry me. I never saw my mother again.


Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Hey, I haven't been on here in so long. I've just kind of lost interest in writing about my life, but anyways, a lot has happened in the almost 2 months since I've blogged. My birthday was ruined by my mom cutting my hair too short. I now can say that I'm fifteen years old and I've still never had my period. Ugh. The pain of being trapped inside of a body younger than your mind. School ended. The last day of school was cool. In period 7, I was complimenting Cord on his haircut and Mariah said, "You two should go out." Cord just kinda made a face which I would read as a No. So I'm like okay, he doesnt like me, it was fun flirting with him for the past few months, and now it's time to move on. So, later, I find out from Vanessa who heard from Tera that Cord is going out with Kristina Ruiz. What?! Cord is going out with the anorexic bitch?! How did that happen? Apparently Mike hooked them up. After the initial shock and confusion had set, I was sad. I notice that I become to attached to guys that I like. I think I have a feeling of needing to love since I don't get to have the normal love towards my parents. Now I'm over Cord, but I'm still curious to see how long his relationship with Kristina will last. I wonder if he'll be in my chemistry class next year...

So school's out and I've really been doing nothing except playing Sims 2 and being forced to listen to my mom talk for hours. Some days its bad with her and I get depressed, but its okay. I look forward for school to start again. This morning I managed to do something constructive, and I set up a VCR in French, and I don't speak French. If I had the original remote for the VCR, I might have been able to change the language, but since I don't, I was forced to use an translation website. I actually managed to record this really weird music video on MTV, which isn't what I wanted, but it's progress.

Jessica's moving soon and I don't know if I'll be able to see her again before she leaves. Maybe I can convince my mom to let me out of the house.


Sunday, May 01, 2005

This is the picture taken in Keyboarding class.

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There's Nicole, me, Kim, and LC, and you can also see Kevin's back, for anyone who cares. The computers look so weird because theyre all covered. They look like theyre being quarantined or something.



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